Change

I haven't wrote anything in a while because I didn't feel like I learned a life lesson in a while. But, as I stumbled upon a thread my friend and I wrote over the summer I started to realize so much as changed in the last few months and it got me really upset. My best friend has been changing and I feel like i barely know her sometimes. I haven't seen my "close friends" in the longest. I see my ex-friend in school and its like she doesn't exist, like I never knew her, like we never talked, laughed had fun together. I feel like everyone is changing and its impossible to escape it. Whether or not you want change or not its going to happen. The world is always changing maybe or maybe not for the better, but it is. Last weekend I had the biggest reality check that I am not indestructible, but can be embarrassed too. I feel like i needed that. I wonder if I am changing. Can people see themselves change? Or can we only see in others what we don't see in ourselves. I guess that question is debatable, but I can only imagine how much will change in the next six months. I hope i still have my close friends, but as the saying goes everything happens for a reason.